Saturday, January 16, 2010

God Spoke


On Monday, December 28, 2009, 8:00 am Eastern Standard Time: 
God spoke to me.
It was not the first time, so I know it when I hear Him. He spoke to me clearly and regularly when I was very young, but although I have had known His Will and intuition as an adult, I have not heard His Voice very much since childhood; and had but a cursory relationship with Him over the last ten years.
Yet, it was God’s Voice that spoke to me on Monday and told me what I had to do. He compelled me to tell all, and since I’m pretty much a loner ~ I’m creating this blog. I hope I reach many, and hope that by putting this on the web it will be read by as many as possible. I am to share the truth I found with everyone, so here it is.
At 8:00 am Eastern Standard Time, in the very southeastern region of the US; the sun shone brightly through screen glass door and opened my eyes. I often sleep on the daybed in my living room, falling asleep watching tv. I often wake to the sunlight, living in Florida…but usually my eyes are already open. Usually the sun just is there when I sleepily crack open my eyes. I’ve been unemployed for a year. I live alone. My children are grown. I have no husband. I rarely have to wake up at any certain time. I’m enjoying the luxury of sleeping late whenever I please. It is another one of those pleasures that I secretly dreamed of when I had a hectic family life.
You get what you ask for. . . . . . I did.

I can even get by fairly well without work, at least until unemployment runs out. I have no children to herd to school, no man to brew coffee for, no job to rush to, just what I had asked for…that turned into an empty life alone.
So I admit I wanted this, except for being so alone.
Solitude is good for spiritual growth. I like myself and am not even very lonely. I pray every morning, thanking God for my life, my children, my family, my friends, and this glorious world. I haven’t been going to church lately, (a discussion to be blogged later), but I study theology and new biblical discoveries. I talk to God everyday, and thank Him for blessings small and large. I share with Him the little joys, and seek His comfort when saddened. I talk to Him and ask Lord Jesus’ blessings all the time with an enduring faith that I am a cherished child of His Kingdom. My faith is immense.
And God spoke to me on Monday. He sent the sunlight through my curtains to blare through my eyelids and wake me. God is Great. He woke me, He spoke my name and said “Get into top physical condition, and be ready for battle in one year.” No kidding. Word for word. Praise God.
I used to be in top physical condition, before and after my children. Just ten years ago I was cycling five miles a day a fast 15-mph clip. I could outdance girls my daughter’s age for hours. I have always been in great shape, until a few years ago, but I am not now.
So, it’s a little bit of a challenge, not impossible, but definitely will take some work. The thing is, I have been telling myself for the last five years that I’m overweight and need to shape up, but I didn’t listen. I listen now. God told me.
Hearing His Voice has given me Almighty adrenaline! I’m doing it too. It has only been three days and I have worked out on my home gym first thing in the mornings, and walked the treadmill or yoga at least a couple times. I have even recruited a friend to walk the beach with me daily. I am really motivated and know that this is not a brief fling. God is watching me, and I can ask Him to strengthen me when I am feeling weak of will. I am joyful to be making this effort and knowing He is seeing me work to follow His command.
Believe me that’s a lot, because I don’t like to be told to do anything by anyone. However, I am in complete reverence and worship of God the Holy Father and my Lord Jesus Christ. No one else, I stand alone with little regard for societal considerations. I bow to no man, only for my Holy Father and His Son. God spoke to me and gave me specific directions. I am motivated. I am ecstatic. I have been blessed.
It has been a long time since I have heard His Voice. Everyday I speak to Him. I see and celebrate the wonders of His creation. I marvel at the gifts He has bestowed upon me and those around me. I revel in the miracles around me.
I have kept a vigilant faith which has grown massively without bounds in the face of obstacles, disappointments, and loss. I have known very much loss. My family is nearly all gone now. The only people who loved me for my strange, odd self. Too much loss. My faith is boundless and true, but I have needed to hear from my Lord. I have needed my Father.
Monday, He spoke to me. In my heart I have known that He loves me and that my grief has been casualty of the workings of His Will. I am but His child; and although in His Grace I have grown powerful of will and strong of heart, I really needed to hear from Him. Glory Hallelujah, He spoke to me.
Alleluia to My Lord God! I rejoice to hear Your Voice. I hurry to follow Your Word.
The day before God spoke to me, on Sunday, I had asked a question online that troubled my mind. I researched and found some things out, the truth of which I had long suspected. Truths that are eroding the very core of our society. I asked one resource if I could help, if I could spread the word of these disturbing truths. I was asking from a position of strength and faith in My Holy Father and My Lord Jesus Christ.
I was finding the answer to my fears and suspicions. I knew I had to let others know of the things that were happening right before our eyes. These things that have been troubling me more and more I have found to be a real and valid concern, more than that, a disaster, an undoing of human decency and goodness.
I decided to share this realization and demonstrate to my human family the great deception permeating throughout our lives. On Sunday night, I resolved to shoulder the burden of truth.
The next morning, God spoke to me. He knew what I had learned the day before. He knows my heart and my resolve to spread this terrible truth. He knows I have longed to hear from Him for so long.
The next morning He told me – To prepare. For battle. In one year.
Praise God from Whom all Blessings flow.
Praise Him all creatures here below.
Praise Him all Ye Heavenly Host.
Praise Father, Son, and Holy Ghost. Amen. +

Peace be With You Always
cwhp

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